A little depressing.....

So Eric and I did some window shopping on some plane tickets for October. Because Emma will be 2.5 we will wind up having to buy a ticket for her. Well, we discovered that will be about $1000 alltogether. It would only be about $600 if it were just Eric & I. At this time, they're a little over $300 but with taxes it'll be about $400. Anyway, Eric is thinking that he doesn't want to spend that much, considering our future is unclear at this point. He suggested that we drive, but I do not want to spend 14 hours in the car with a 1 year old and a 2.5 year old...I think that would suck. So.....at this point we're thinking it may just be me coming to the wedding. I know it's kind of depressing to think about that, especially for me being without my family. At this point I think we'll wait and see what happens. Just thought you'd all like to know what we're thinking.